Tuesday, August 18, 2009

The Lonely Wife

Life is full of trials...my current trial is not being able to see my husband during the week with the exception of about 5 hours between 2 a.m. and 7 a.m. It has been difficult, and we spend as much time together as possible.
Today I had a first...a pang of down-and-out jealousy. I was sorting laundry when I picked up the shorts Isaac left on the floor after changing into his work pants. I went through the pockets to remove change and papers. Among the papers were two receipts, one for a movie ticket and one for a beverage from the theater. Isaac had mentioned spending time with a friend today, but I had no idea exactly what they were doing so I wasn't prepared for the evidence of their activities. Perhaps it's PMS?
So I feel the need to ask of you, my blog readers, what should I be doing to improve my attitude? What can I do to keep from feeling too lonely or is this what I will have to learn to deal with until I am used to my life?

1 comments:

ecometrochic said...

Come visit, I'll teach you to knit and sew, and if you need to talk to him about it, do it gently when you don't feel too upset about it all.

It is a tough time with tough transitions and realizations, but having something more to do with your time might help:). Hang in there.